Taste of Reminiscence

Once upon a time I used to feel for a person, it’s the things we had in common, our background, our interests, her being so supportive and cheerful, as well as the sharing and caring toward each other that made us click so perfectly that we promised we’re gonna stick with each other despite of anything at all that might potentially stand in our way. We did share a beautiful thing together back then. But well, does feel like a long time ago and at the same time like it was just yesterday. Because there is a time in between I’ve forgotten how it feels like, I’ve lost my way to the place where she belongs in my heart, the memory of her in my brain locked deep down in which I haven’t visited so long that I’ve lost the key to it. It’s tragic to have put aside something so crucial to my life just because I’ve traveled from one world to another (metaphorically) adding important figures one after another in my life, I was too happy to even look back and get a glimpse of the important ones that I’d neglected over years. So one day I’ve lost faith in the things that I couldn’t keep track of. And then today, with one look on her face and one little gesture of her giving me a letter showing her support in my exam, assuring me she’s still there and always will be when I thought she had ceased before, that’s when it totally melts my heart. It’s given me the opportunity to finally stop and look back on things, remind myself the taste of our beautiful friendship. So there I am, sensing the surge of warm tears behind my eyes, wanting to shout out: dearly, shall us be friends until the ticking of the clock halts in us.